Gavin Rainer Lindstedt

three whole years have passed

I do not need a special day to bring you to my mind,
The days I do not think of you are very hard to find,
Each morning when i awake I know that you are gone,
And no one knows the heartache as I try to carry on,
My heart still aches with sadness and secret tears still flow,
What it meant to lose you no one will ever know,
My thoughts are always with you, your place no one can fill,
In life I loved you dearly, in death I love you still.

Lynda Thompson (Mum) 1 week ago

Waiting at the Door

I can’t explain so deep inside
The very fabric of my soul
Only a heart that grieves such loss
Can ever truly understand

It’s like you’re waiting at the door
Until a loved one comes back home
You feel a longing in your heart
When they appear the longing stops

But in a loss that never ends
You’re always standing at that door
You feel the longing in the breeze
So incomplete and never filled

I cannot find the words to say
Just what it’s like to want forever
Never seeing them again
Just always waiting at the door

Alison Mary Dunn

Phyllis Frazier Harris 1 week ago

MISSING YOU

My Darling Son..
I am trying to be strong but fail miserably, had Mia tuesday she got so upset,she cried and told me just how much she misses you, your hugs, your smile, your laughter, god I wish I could bring you back for your little girl. I too miss you so much the pain of your loss just doesn't get any easiier. I have total empathy for Mia.
Doing housework today Chasing Cars came on the radio I had to take time out to reflect with your photo I hope it was a sign that you were with me.
Claire, Callum and Peter are on holiday for five weeks in Lanzarote so I do not have my tower of strengh. Feeling very much alone. xxxxx

Lynda Thompson (Mum) August 1, 2009

Memorial corner

Feeling very sad lately, crying lots and missing you like mad.
A tree came down in a storm recently and fell on your memorial corner smashing the water feature and just scimmed the side of the summer house. Katy,s partner Ant and his brother felled the trees and made good of the summer house and i have ordered a new water feature, its bigger and better than before. Can't wait for its arrival and to get it up and running for you. I love you and miss you millions my darling son. xxxxx God Bless x

Lynda Thompson (Mum) May 11, 2009

Stepdads 65th Birthday

Evening sweetheart, Thursday Chris became 65 yrs old and on sat we had a suprise get together for him. I hope you were with us in spirit as family get togethers are not the same anymore, you were the entertainment always. missing you as always gorgeous x x x x x

Lynda Thompson (Mum) March 31, 2009

Keira's Birthday

Tomorrow is your baby girls birthday, she will be three years old. You would be proud of her, she is a female mini you Gavin. I am sure you are watching over both of your beautifull girls every day, you are their angel now. missing you loads my darling son. Love you 5 x x x x x

Lynda Thompson (Mum) March 11, 2009

My Daddy in Heaven

Hi Daddy,

Hope you are ok.
I have been really upset recently. I asked Mummy to come up to heaven and get you and she said sadly when people go to heaven they never come back. My has explained that we will ,one day, see each other again, I Love and miss you 5.

PS Mummy send her love and misses you too xx

Mia Lindstedt (Daughter) February 21, 2009

Hey Gavin

I hope you don't mind me putting this on here.
Me and Gavin were best friends about 12 yrs ago.

I just looked you up Gavin, I see a Belated Birthday wish is in order. Wow, 30 years old huh!! Do you remember coming to my 18th?? You were very drunk. And always life and sole of the Parties. I hope you had a fab party up there.

I saw your sister just over a year ago, but didn't have the guts to talk to her....you both look so alike, I didn't know if she'd remember me. I bet she misses you loads.

Take care buddy. x x x

Nicola Tedder January 13, 2009

30 Today

Hi Daddy,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, i know you will be having a good time up there.
I miss you everyday but especially today, we should all be together to celebrate such a special event. I know you are with me all the time but i still miss you. Love you infinity Your Munchkin Mia xxxxxx

Mia Lindstedt (Daughter) January 3, 2009

Happy 30th! X

Happy 30th babe. Always thought we could celebrate this big one of yours together and I could embarrass you the way you did me when I turned 30! Little did we know back then that God would need you in heaven quite so soon. I hope you are being looked after now and the drinks up there are free, especially today! Sending you all of my heavenly love and kisses. Thinking of you today. My Little Brother, 30 years old eh....love you so much. Love X 5 X infinity. Claire xxxxx

Claire Hall (Sister) January 3, 2009